Tuesday, April 15, 2014

A Woman Transformed / A Community Transformed


John 4 - a woman so completely transformed from the inside out

a community so transformed by the simple witness of this one changed woman
a church transformed to include those who would never be together otherwise see Acts 8:5-25

Jesus love, care and inclusion of 'the other'

finding his fountain in dry and difficult circumstances
when I feel unloved
when I feel I cannot do this one more day

Jesus is enough to fill me
Jesus is enough to know me
Jesus is enough to transform me
my deepest desires
perceptions
interactions

Jesus is able to use me, even me, 
regardless of my past and my sin to reach others

Jesus treats me with dignity, respect, caring honesty and truth 
Jesus is patient with my self defensive and self deflecting questions/discussions

I can be a refreshment to Jesus
He was weary with the journey
and yet, 
He found his sustenance, his nourishment in doing your will 

He transformed a woman who came to the well alone, 
quite possibly avoiding the other women of her community

very possibly avoiding the other men in her community

most certainly wanting to avoid the Jew she encountered at the well

she came to the well alone because she thought she would be safe from critical eyes and the judgements of others

how surprised she was that this Jewish man would even acknowledge her presence
attempt to speak with her
make a simple human request of her
as any human to another

The way he spoke with her showed such respect, dignity, compassion
 yet
no patronizing sticky sweet condscenion or over simplication 

but a genuine dialogue
he encounters her as a fellow human 

He treated her as if none of the barriers that separated them even existed: race, gender, class and religion

Truth and love
He is patient and loving and kind

but he does not avoid the glaring need in her life

He does not just make polite small talk 
avoiding the volital, dangerous, uncomfortable and taboo subject

He address the need in her life calmly, squarely and directly
He does more than address her need
He invites her to a life she cannot imagine
to a relationship she cannot imagine

He tells her the truth about herself
yet in such a way she wants to tell everyone she meets, 
'Come meet a man who told me everything I ever did'

She responds to him in truth, 'I have no husband'
she is not afraid to admit 
what she probably does not talk to anyone else about
maybe even herself....

but with him, 
she can face the truth because she is seeing Him and not herself
she sees hope
she sees love
acceptance
true care that intends true change

a lasting love
a lifetime friend
the love of a lifetime and more

Transformed to love

It is in this brief exchange that she is changed so completely 

that she is no longer hiding away from people 
but was running towards them
not ashamed or afraid to invite them

'Come, come see a man who told me everything I ever did!'

she knew, he knew her deeply, completely, absolutely
faithfully committed, and forever unchanging

so that even when he pressed on that most painful of areas in her life
she did not run away 

like a divine chiropracter or a diving physical therapist
you press on me
you press right where it hurts the most
the tangled ball of over-tight nerves
right where I do not want you to put any pressure
the tender and swollen hurt

why can't you put pressure somewhere else?
somewhere I could handle it?

it is because you want to heal what is hurting
what is out of joint
what is tense, strained, inflamed, twisted

pressing on it releases the tension
increases blood flow
bringing extra oxygen
and releasing endorphines
which speed healing

right where I need it the most in the most painful areas of my life

all you desire of me 
is to be honest 
open, vulnerable
cooperative
talking to you about it
willing to let you touch, press, stretch, move
heal

willing to let the truth of your Word penetrate, convict, bring desire for change and hope for healing


Ephesians 4:10-20

New International Version (NIV)
10 He who descended is the very one who ascended higher than all the heavens, in order to fill the whole universe.) 11 So Christ himself gave the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the pastors and teachers, 12 to equip his people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up13 until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature,attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.

14 Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of people in their deceitful scheming.15 Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will grow to become in every respect the mature body of him who is the head, that is, Christ. 16 From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work.

speak the truth in love to grow up in all things like him who is the head even Christ 

It was through this one woman
that many in her community were also brought to saving faith and loving dependence on Jesus. 

She was not wise
she was not an eloquent speaker
she did not know any apologetics
she only knew Jesus and his deep love for her

she no longer cared about what others thought of her
she just cared about inviting them to know this wonderful saviour too

Regardless of my circumstances
my past 
the limitations of who I am 
who I am around and why

I can know Jesus
know that fountain of living water springing up in my soul

not just changing me
but pouring out to change all those around me as well.

not because of me at all
but because of you

I only need to live with an audience of one

Oh praise you Jesus you are so beautiful!
so amazing!
I love you.

John 4

The Message (MSG)

The Woman at the Well

1-3 Jesus realized that the Pharisees were keeping count of the baptisms that he and John performed (although his disciples, not Jesus, did the actual baptizing). They had posted the score that Jesus was ahead, turning him and John into rivals in the eyes of the people. So Jesus left the Judean countryside and went back to Galilee.
4-6 To get there, he had to pass through Samaria. He came into Sychar, a Samaritan village that bordered the field Jacob had given his son Joseph. Jacob’s well was still there. Jesus, worn out by the trip, sat down at the well. It was noon.
7-8 A woman, a Samaritan, came to draw water. Jesus said, “Would you give me a drink of water?” (His disciples had gone to the village to buy food for lunch.)
The Samaritan woman, taken aback, asked, “How come you, a Jew, are asking me, a Samaritan woman, for a drink?” (Jews in those days wouldn’t be caught dead talking to Samaritans.)
10 Jesus answered, “If you knew the generosity of God and who I am, you would be asking me for a drink, and I would give you fresh, living water.”
11-12 The woman said, “Sir, you don’t even have a bucket to draw with, and this well is deep. So how are you going to get this ‘living water’? Are you a better man than our ancestor Jacob, who dug this well and drank from it, he and his sons and livestock, and passed it down to us?”
13-14 Jesus said, “Everyone who drinks this water will get thirsty again and again. Anyone who drinks the water I give will never thirst—not ever. The water I give will be an artesian spring within, gushing fountains of endless life.”
15 The woman said, “Sir, give me this water so I won’t ever get thirsty, won’t ever have to come back to this well again!”
16 He said, “Go call your husband and then come back.”
17-18 “I have no husband,” she said.
“That’s nicely put: ‘I have no husband.’ You’ve had five husbands, and the man you’re living with now isn’t even your husband. You spoke the truth there, sure enough.”
19-20 “Oh, so you’re a prophet! Well, tell me this: Our ancestors worshiped God at this mountain, but you Jews insist that Jerusalem is the only place for worship, right?”
21-23 “Believe me, woman, the time is coming when you Samaritans will worship the Father neither here at this mountain nor there in Jerusalem. You worship guessing in the dark; we Jews worship in the clear light of day. God’s way of salvation is made available through the Jews. But the time is coming—it has, in fact, come—when what you’re called will not matter and where you go to worship will not matter.
23-24 “It’s who you are and the way you live that count before God. Your worship must engage your spirit in the pursuit of truth. That’s the kind of people the Father is out looking for: those who are simply and honestly themselves before him in their worship. God is sheer being itself—Spirit. Those who worship him must do it out of their very being, their spirits, their true selves, in adoration.”
25 The woman said, “I don’t know about that. I do know that the Messiah is coming. When he arrives, we’ll get the whole story.”
26 “I am he,” said Jesus. “You don’t have to wait any longer or look any further.”
27 Just then his disciples came back. They were shocked. They couldn’t believe he was talking with that kind of a woman. No one said what they were all thinking, but their faces showed it.
28-30 The woman took the hint and left. In her confusion she left her water pot. Back in the village she told the people, “Come see a man who knew all about the things I did, who knows me inside and out. Do you think this could be the Messiah?” And they went out to see for themselves.

It’s Harvest Time

31 In the meantime, the disciples pressed him, “Rabbi, eat. Aren’t you going to eat?”
32 He told them, “I have food to eat you know nothing about.”
33 The disciples were puzzled. “Who could have brought him food?”
34-35 Jesus said, “The food that keeps me going is that I do the will of the One who sent me, finishing the work he started. As you look around right now, wouldn’t you say that in about four months it will be time to harvest? Well, I’m telling you to open your eyes and take a good look at what’s right in front of you. These Samaritan fields are ripe. It’s harvest time!
36-38 “The Harvester isn’t waiting. He’s taking his pay, gathering in this grain that’s ripe for eternal life. Now the Sower is arm in arm with the Harvester, triumphant. That’s the truth of the saying, ‘This one sows, that one harvests.’ I sent you to harvest a field you never worked. Without lifting a finger, you have walked in on a field worked long and hard by others.”
39-42 Many of the Samaritans from that village committed themselves to him because of the woman’s witness: “He knew all about the things I did. He knows me inside and out!” They asked him to stay on, so Jesus stayed two days. A lot more people entrusted their lives to him when they heard what he had to say. They said to the woman, “We’re no longer taking this on your say-so. We’ve heard it for ourselves and know it for sure. He’s the Savior of the world!”

Friday, April 11, 2014

The Divine Physical Therapist

soft tissue is where the stress and pain get absorbed
woven into muscle and making movement painful and restricted

joints swollen and stiff with the pain of a lifetime stored away in small batches
but creating a large pool
a reservoir of suffering
an inflamed and painful knot of grief, loss, disappointment, hurt, betrayal, sadness

it is not theoretical or abstract but concrete physical,  real and experiential
but so is your healing process

You come to touch the painfully twisted and stiff spots

Exactly where I am afraid  you will touch
where I don't want anyone to touch

I want to cocoon it away
wrap it in layer upon layer of soft cotton
insulate it and protect it under a hard shell

but you want to heal
you come to touch and to move

only 16 hours after having a 4-5 inch incision made across my lower abdomen to remove something dangerous lurking within, the nurse came
to tell me to move
to sit up in the bed
to try and get out of bed and walk around

I looked at her incredulous and non-comprehending
What?
Really?
You cannot be serious!
No way!

but as she kindly and patiently explained
if I did not move
was not willing to experience the pain of trying to move
I would not heal
correctly anyway
there would be permanent loss
that could not be regained
for any amount of movement or effort later

I accepted the message and could put my heart into trying to do what I could and not fight or resist it

Oh Lord,
how you earnestly long to untwist, straighten, strengthen, transform heal and change
I want this to happen in my safe cocoon
hidden away from all sense of vulnerability, threat
from all experience of more pain

but this is not your way

you have divinely designed and engineered my circumstances
to touch,
press on,
and attempt to stretch out those very areas that are the neediest in me
oh, how it hurts
I fell so exposed and vulnerable
like a snail without its shell on
that cannot run away
or protect itself

but as the man with the withered hand
it was in the stretching that you healed him

Couldn't I please see and feel healed first??? please?

no, the stretching to love when I most want to withdraw
this is the way you are pulling out those over-tight, restricted muscles
to release their inner tension and stored stress
that which keeps pulling joints and connections out of alignment

to regain elasticity and freedom and range of movement
to be enable to move and respond to your leading
and not be so restricted and narrowed in my self

Oh Lord, praise you
you are so amazing and wonderful
you know exactly what I need
you are here in the messy
in the complicated and complex details
I may never see exactly how or why
or even part
until I stand before you one day, all this behind

but I see you
you, the Divine Healer
you,  the Divine Physical Therapist

touching, identifying what is needed
where the need is greatest
applying pressure
pulling out
releasing
healing
strengthening

bringing back to proper alignment
and intended usage and purpose
you the wonderful healer
the Great Physician
The Great Physical Thrapist

I love you Lord

the Great Physician by G. Campbell Morgan
http://www.amazon.com/The-Great-Physician-Campbell-Morgan/dp/0800704851

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Stretching to heal



Matthew 12:9-13
New International Version (NIV)


Going on from that place, he went into their synagogue, 10 and a man with a shriveled hand was there. Looking for a reason to bring charges against Jesus, they asked him, “Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath?”
11 He said to them, “If any of you has a sheep and it falls into a pit on the Sabbath, will you not take hold of it and lift it out? 12 How much more valuable is a person than a sheep! Therefore it is lawful to do good on the Sabbath.”
13 Then he said to the man, “Stretch out your hand.” So he stretched it out and it was completely restored, just as sound as the other.


In the Synagogue with a Withered Hand  

In the midst of this holy place, there was a man 
He was in the place to hear and learn about God
to draw near to God 
to learn of Him 
worship Him
love Him

He had come to draw near with others in community to the living and all powerful God

It was the Sabbath, the holiest day of the week

It was the place where the right was clearly spelled out in detail

and this man had a withered and shriveled hand

It was there for all to see, it could not be hid for long

And yet he did not hide, he was there in this holy place with these other seekers, seeking the living God

Another man entered, in appearance no different from the rest

Those who wanted to be right in themselves, yet hiding envy, jealousy and hostility in their hearts, asked a question,

'Is it lawful to heal on the Sabbath day?'

the response was driven by care and love for others, not for himself and how he appeared or was perceived

His care and value of others demonstrated by a real call to this man in the crowd
the man with the withered hand

'Stretch out your hand'

This man could have responded,
'But I cannot sir, as you see it is withered and shriveled.
It has always been so. 
It most likely will always be so.
You don't understand the true nature of this situation.'

But as this man responded to Jesus in faith that somehow, Jesus would do for him what he could not do, that somehow, it might just be different than it had always been before 

He must have made some attempt to try to stretch it out

And in the stretching, Jesus made it whole
restored it to what it was meant to be
to what he intended it to be 

It was not the location that brought healing to this man
It was not the religious leaders that brought healing to this man
It was not this man that brought healing to himself. 
It was not even knowing God's perfect law and 'rules' for right behavior that brought healing

It was Jesus

but it came as this man responded in obedience to what Jesus said to him,

Stretch it out

It would really just be so nice to feel healed first then stretch out
It would be so wonderful to feel loving first towards those he calls us to love
and then act on it

But Jesus commanded this man to do what he could not do,
 had never ever been able to do

When Jesus commands me to love and I know I cannot
to be at peace in Him and I cannot
to be patient where I cannot
to be content where I cannot
to love him more than anything else and I cannot
to believe and trust in Him and obey him and I cannot

This is the great opportunity

This is the place where He makes his power known

This is where I pray as the one father did, 'Lord, I believe, please help my unbelief''

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. 2 Corinthians 12 : 7-9 NIV 

It was in the effort, motion, desire to move as he commands that this man experienced this healing

So when God is stretching, calling us to what we know is beyond

When I read your word, Lord and I want to say, I cannot stretch out
not here, not now

When my heart is withered and strangled by worries and cares

When my heart is hardened by grief and loss and unresponsive to you

You see
You understand
You are filled with longing to touch, to heal, to renew 
You are desiring our healing

the untwisting of what has curled in upon itself
lifeless
useless
not able to bless or care for others
the undoing of the gordian knots of our tangled states

As I seek to respond in trust to you,
honestly and bravely facing the real need that is being exposed
and yet seeking in spite of it to do as you command
crying out to you for help, comfort, enabling, repentance, change

bringing you all the pain, fear, frustration and agony of the dilemma between what I feel and experience and what you want

not choosing excuses, delusion or blame

There were those there with shriveled hearts that he also longed to also heal
but it seems they missed this opportunity

This man not only believed in Jesus' power - he experienced it

and became an opportunity for God's glory to shine and others to respond too

O Lord, please help us not to miss you when you enter
when you call us to respond in faith
to change 
to be transformed
to be more like you
to be at peace in you
no matter what the circumstances or
level of healing we are experiencing right now
to love you most 
and others with your love
to be the opportunity for your glory to shine forth

Heal our shriveled hearts that they may unfold as a flower before you
to soak in your love
your glorious love
your personal care for us
your desire to heal our withered places
to cause our soul to experience you more deeply and fuller than ever before
and to grow in actual loving behavior to those around us
Amen


The God of Glory
3-6 How blessed is God! And what a blessing he is! He’s the Father of our Master, Jesus Christ, and takes us to the high places of blessing in him. Long before he laid down earth’s foundations, he had us in mind, had settled on us as the focus of his love, to be made whole and holy by his love. Long, long ago he decided to adopt us into his family through Jesus Christ. (What pleasure he took in planning this!) He wanted us to enter into the celebration of his lavish gift-giving by the hand of his beloved Son.  Ephesians 1:3-6




2 Corinthians 4:7-9
English Standard Version (ESV)
Treasure in Jars of Clay 
But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair;persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed;

this passage above in its beautiful context:

2 Corinthians 4
New International Version (NIV)
Present Weakness and Resurrection Life
Therefore, since through God’s mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God. On the contrary, by setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God. And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. For what we preach is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,”[a] made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ.
But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair;persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10 We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. 11 For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that his life may also be revealed in our mortal body. 12 So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.
13 It is written: “I believed; therefore I have spoken.”[b] Since we have that same spirit of[c] faith, we also believe and therefore speak, 14 because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you to himself. 15 All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.16 Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17 For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18 So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.Footnotes:

  1. 2 Corinthians 4:6
  2.  Gen. 1:3
  1. 2 Corinthians 4:13
  2.  Psalm 116:10 (see Septuagint)
  1. 2 Corinthians 4:13
  2.  Or Spirit-given