Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Daddy loves me

A Father's love
The Father Heart of God
Begotten of God
Born of God

 I have a picture that is worth a thousand words
I see how my father is smiling
with love and enjoyment
pleasure
acceptance
hope
affection

as he looks at the fuzzy haired and mostly oblivious
18 month old girl
he holds lovingly
in his strong arms
and experienced hands

did the little girl do anything to earn this beloved status?
did she make some grand sacrifice?
did she do some great work?
does she have some amazing intellect?
or create some profound work of art?

is she even aware of any of those things at all?

or is she only aware 
that she is held
loved
enjoyed
cared for
has a hope and a future

not because of anything about her

but because of the one who holds her dear
close to his heart
loved and beloved

because of the relationship that they share
father and daughter

she did not apply for this 
she did not work for this
she is not even aware of this

she came from him
his initiative
his care 
his provision 
his love

 He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. 
 He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him.
 Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God  
 children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband’s will, but born of God. 
John 1:10-13 ESV

The Word was in the world. The world was made through him, but the world did not know him. He came to the world that was his own. But his own people did not accept him. But some people did accept him. They believed in him. To them he gave the right to become children of God. They did not become his children in the human way. They were not born because of the desire or wish of some man. They were born of God." John 1:10-13 NIV

See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! 
 I John 3:1 NIV

Family of Jacob, listen to me!
All you people from Israel, who are still alive, listen!

I have carried you since you were born, 

I have taken care of you
from your birth

Even when you are old, 
I will take care of you

Even when your hair has turned grey, 
I will take care of you.

I made you 
and will take care of you.

I will carry you and I will save you.
Isaiah 46 :3-4 NIV


But the difficult questions come
If God is such a loving Father,
why did _____ happen?

where was He then?


Why didn't he 

protect me
provide for me
comfort me
help me

Why?


What does it mean to be God's child?


First and foremost 

it is to be
beloved 
only because 
of the Love of God

God is Love

It is his nature to love
I am merely the object and recipient of such love

therefore this relationship is 

immune to my insecurities
and failings 
impervious to my strivings
must let it all go
and simply receive

It is secure

because it is not based on me

It is unchanging only because He is unchanging

It is only because of Jesus and not because of me
therefore I can rest 
in Him alone

From the place of nestling in his arms

I can tell him of all the pain of those unanswered why's
the agony of the what ifs
and why not's 

I may never know 

all the reasons why
but I can know him 
who knows and loves me

who is waiting and longing to

hold me in his arms
and be my comfort

There is always a lap

that I may crawl into
be welcomed 
and pour out my grief 
sorrow and confusion

There is no guarantee of anything in this life

but who He is
and that He is love

in the words of Corrie Ten Boom, 


"Our loving Heavenly Father holds all things in his hands,
 even our questions." 
The Hiding Place movie

a place to tell my sorrows 

to the man of sorrows 
who was acquainted with grief
the one who was wounded for my transgressions
by whose stripes I am healed
the one who puts my tears in a bottle
and promises one day to wipe all tears from our eyes

I can talk about all my pain 

he knows, he understands, he comforts

I may never know the "answers" but I can know Him

I can know his love
I can rest in his arms
and be beloved


'to the praise of Him who has made us accepted in the beloved..."
Ephesians 1:6

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3 comments:

  1. Oh, such riches in these words here. Thank you.

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  2. You write from the heart so beautifully, Susan. And you are very blessed to have had a loving earthly daddy. I love where you say:therefore this relationship is immune to my insecurities...what a wonderful truth that is!

    Blessings...

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  3. if only we could all grasp how deep the father's love for us....

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